alexispennell

Ahh, such sweet happiness and sorrow have you brought upon me, and into my presence. You have taken away my hope in a friend, and inconspicuously wove your way into my very blood stream, taking down all the necessities I need at this very moment. When I thought it couldn't get any worse, and I needed someone to lean on, you took that away too. The very moment I befriended you, I made a noble mistake. I didn't think you would take away my best friend. I didn't think you'd try to take away the very least bit of confidence that my love had left in his life, by a few simple words here and there. But you got your wish, no? I cry, but he'll never h

I've been thinking a lot lately, about who I'm supposed to be. I have no life. I'm so busy, that I don't know what I'm doing. They say senior year is the toughest --- well it is. I agree. I do know one thing; I've wasted a lot of precious time doing absolutely nothing but chase after relentless and hopeless things. The time I could have used so cautiously, and wisely, wasn't used appropriately at all. I don't regret it though. It's taught me well. Time is a serious way to engage your thoughts and put them into action, or throw them away. And God, has stood by me through it all. Well, I think it's about time. Time to give it all to him, or not